Picking the stars - Chapter 103

Chapter 103 Extra two

Pei Yi is afraid of her home. She feels that it is very dark. There is the sun outside the window, but the home is like a dark forest that never shines. She is also afraid of Mom and Dad.

Mom didn’t seem to like her. When she looked at her, her eyes seemed to shoot sharp thorns, and Pei Yi was afraid of her eyes. Dad is better than mother and will care about her and Pei Ji, but Pei Yi still dare not get close to Dad, because he always frowns, as if she has done something wrong to make him unhappy.

What other children are most happy about is that they can not go to school on Saturdays and Sundays. Pei Yi is different from them. What she is most happy about is going to kindergarten on Monday. The kindergarten is very bright and completely different from the dark and dark appearance at home. The kindergarten teachers are also very good. The voice is very gentle.

Pei Yi often thinks, if it can never get dark, it would be better to stay in the kindergarten and never go home. One night, Pei Yi got up from the bed in a daze.

The room was dark, with only a little light coming in from outside the window. Pei Yi reached out and fumbled, she wanted to go to the toilet.

When she walked out of the room, Pei Yi saw that the door of her father and mother hadn’t closed tightly and opened a slit. A ray of light leaking out of the slit was the only light in the dark night. Pei Yi rubbed her eyes and walked over, passing by the door, she heard her mother’s sharp voice: “Then send it away!”

Pei Yi didn’t know what she was talking about, but she was taken aback by her sharp voice, which sounded like a mother looking into her eyes, making her seem to be pierced by a small sharp needle. She was so frightened that she stopped, and when she realized that she wanted to leave quickly, her mother said again: “It’s either a biological child or unfamiliar. One is dull and stupid, and the other is four years old and can’t even speak for sure. There is something wrong, what is the use of raising this kind of child? It is better to send it to an orphanage, while we are still young, to be raised by another child.””

Pei Yi seemed to be slapped severely, her head buzzing, the blood on her face faded, her eyes widened, her hands and feet were cold.

As soon as she turned her head, she saw that she was in that ray of light, and the light reflected on her face, dividing her immature face into two parts, half of which was bright, and the other was hidden in the gloomy darkness that seemed to eat people. .

“Stop talking!” Dad snorted.

“Don’t tell? Why don’t we tell? Why do we have no children of our own?” Mother sneered, “Anyway, they are not biological. Don’t you feel ashamed?”

Pei Yi held her breath. She hid herself and stuck it on the door, revealing one eye to look into the room.

Mother leaned on the bed with a look of impatience. Father had a cigarette in his mouth and his head was hanging down. The gray smoke covered his expression.

Pei Yi stared blankly, and her mother suddenly patted the bed: “You are talking!”

Pei Yi was taken aback, she backed up two steps and ran back to the room.

Even in a panic, she knew subconsciously that she couldn’t make a sound, and ran into the room, closing the door, holding her toes.

She climbed onto the bed, pale and terribly pale, staring at the dark air with wide eyes.

She was scared and didn’t know what to do.

She couldn’t understand a lot of what her mother said, but she understood the disgust in her mother’s voice, and understood the one who was dumb and stupid, and the one who couldn’t speak at four was referring to her and Pei Ji.

She vaguely felt that it was a terrible thing not to be born with her.

She was so scared that her teeth trembled, and she pushed hard Pei Ji who was asleep. Pei Ji was pushed awake, she sat up and opened her eyes in a daze.

“Pei Ji.” Pei Yi called her, “I heard…”

She couldn’t wait to speak, but after a few words, she stopped.

Because she thought that Pei Ji could not know anything, could not speak, could not play games, could not build blocks, she was stupid, could not help at all, and would only add to the chaos.

Pei Ji was sleepy, but she still tried to keep her eyes wide open.

“Let’s sleep.” Pei Yi finally said.

Pei Ji nodded vigorously, stretched out his short arms to hug Pei Yi, pasted her face, and said vaguely: “Sister.”

The next day, Pei Yihun didn’t keep his house. But for a child like her, as long as she doesn’t get sick, it makes people happy if she is quiet and not noisy, so no one pays attention to her. Pei Yi always remembered what he heard that night.

She asked Teacher Li, what is the orphanage and is it a fun place?

Teacher Li was surprised and asked her: “Where did you hear the term orphanage?”

Pei Yi’s eyes flickered, she actually didn’t understand what a four-year-old child knew, but the child’s ability to observe words and colors is very strong, especially when Pei Yi lives in a dark environment full of disgust.

She intuitively felt that this was a bad thing and could not be said.

“I heard what the father-in-law next door said that stupid children are going to the orphanage.”

Teacher Li’s face was very solemn, she said seriously: “Every child is a baby of mom and dad, and will not be sent to the orphanage. An orphanage is a place where children without mom and dad go.”

“Is it fun there?”

“It’s not fun. The kids there are very hard. They have nothing, can’t eat enough, don’t wear warm clothes, no one hurts, and they will be bullied.”

Pei Yi still wanted to ask, is it not her biological child but also the baby of her parents? But she dare not ask, and she has the answer in her heart.

She can’t go to that terrible orphanage.

She has to make mom and dad like her.

Pei Yi didn’t know what to do at first, but she understood that when people smile, they are happy, and when they sink their faces, they are angry.

So she found out that there was something that would make mom and dad laugh, so she kept doing it.

It is very easy for children to please adults, because children have no scheming, children’s reactions are innocent and natural, children are not aggressive, and children are very cute. Pei Yi observes how the other children get along with their parents. She keeps it in mind bit by bit, and tries it when she gets home.

She learns to speak in a sweet voice, learns to act like a baby, and learns to talk about mom and dad.

Just in time for a National Day holiday, Pei Yi has enough time to try it at home.

She tried to get close to her mother, took the little red flower home, and said that she would give the little red flower to her mother, because her mother was the best, and the teacher said she wanted to give the little red flower to the person she liked most. After she finished speaking, she would peek at her mother’s reaction. If her mother laughed, she wanted her to hug her. If her mother didn’t laugh, she would be afraid, but she would still laugh sweetly.

She did it stupidly at the beginning, and slowly became proficient, and later became very handy, and even figured out that the main thing in this family is to please her mother, and then her father.

She would say that her mother is the best, and she likes her most. When she gets her approval and nods, she never forgets to wink mischievously at her father.

She is doing better and better, and my mother is actually smiling at her gradually, buying her new clothes, making her a good meal, holding her to watch cartoons, and kissing her face and saying that Xiaoyi is me. Baby.

Pei Yi was very happy, but every time her mother was nice to her, she always remembered the words she heard that night. She was not her own, and she was dumb and stupid. Mom said that she would be sent to the orphanage. Individual children.

She knew that her mother was kind to her because she was trying hard to please her. Once she is not pleased, mother will not want her.

She tried her best to observe her words at home, to please others, to hide herself, but in kindergarten, she became less and less talkative. She felt that other children laughed so stupidly, and the parents of other children also hated them. The more she Lai became more and more stupid that these children were stupid and inferior to Pei Ji, Pei Ji was stupid, but she was not annoying.

When the relationship between her and her family improved, Pei Ji remained the same. He did not speak, spoke very few words, and did not play with other children. He would just squat in the corner and watch the ants. Mom and Dad hated her more and more. Up.

Pei Yi didn’t know what to do. She also found out that Mom and Dad didn’t like her and Pei Ji walking too close. One day, she was suddenly changed to a big room, and Pei Ji was left in that small room.

On the first night, her mother told her a story with a storybook and coaxed her to sleep. Pei Yi didn’t dare to let her mother tell her for too long, and soon closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep. She heard her mother leave and closed the door.

After a while, the door opened again. She thought it was her mother who had come back, and did not open her eyes. It turned out that Pei Ji came.

Pei Yi was terrified. She said to Pei Ji in horror: “Go away, don’t talk to me at home.”

Pei Ji was very confused. She stretched out her hand to hug her, and Pei Yi pushed her away: “You go away, you will be finished when mom sees you here.” “Sister.” Pei Ji said these two words seriously.

She doesn’t speak much, and sister is the most fluent and clearest word she speaks. Pei Yi pushed her again: “Go away!”

If Pei Ji doesn’t leave, then she can only call someone, and she has to leave herself alone. Fortunately, Pei Ji left. After Pei Yi drove her away, she breathed a sigh of relief. She vaguely felt what she had lost, but she couldn’t take care of it at all. Mom became more and more impatient with Pei Ji. Pei Yi was worried that Pei Ji would be sent to the orphanage, but she had nothing to do.

Fortunately, one day, she heard Teacher Li say to her mother: “Pei Ji is a child with special intelligence. She is very smart. If she is well guided, she will be a genius.” Mother was very happy that day, to Pei Ji Also mellow with Yan Yue.

Pei Yi is also very happy. She keeps watching Pei Ji. When her mother is not paying attention, she secretly tells Pei Ji: “When mom smiles, you hug her, she will be happy, and she will treat you if she is happy. .”

The action that Pei Ji can hug, although Pei Yi has never seen Pei Ji hug anyone other than her, she knows that Pei Ji can hug.

But when she said this, Pei Ji still didn’t hug her mother. Instead, she was afraid of her. When her mother smiled at her, she would relax a little bit, but she didn’t dare to approach her mother actively. Once her mother was angry, she would hide. Go to the corner and hide yourself in horror, like a homeless bird in a thunderstorm.

Pei Yi can only be anxious.

But she thought that she was finally getting better. She didn’t only need to talk to Pei Ji in the kindergarten, but could also talk to Pei Ji at home. Maybe in a few days, Pei Ji could also sleep in her big room.

Such optimism lasted for a few days, and she found that her parents were so kind to Pei Ji.

They bought her new building blocks, even if Pei Ji didn’t touch the building blocks at all, and they bought her a story book, even if Pei Ji didn’t like to listen to stories at all, they would talk a lot with Pei Ji, even if Pei Ji couldn’t speak at all.

Pei Yi was suddenly afraid.

What if my mother thinks that Pei Ji is better than her? What if mother doesn’t let Pei Ji sleep in her big room together in a few days, but rushes her to the small room and gives the big room to Pei Ji?

She started to hate Pei Ji. And these Pei Ji didn’t know.

She still likes to watch ants and still doesn’t like to talk, but Teacher Li found that in her special place, she often used some digital cards to play games with Pei Ji. Those games Pei Yi couldn’t understand, like a world she couldn’t get into.

Pei Yi hated Pei Ji more and more, and stopped talking to Pei Ji in the kindergarten.

Pei Ji didn’t seem to care, she would never laugh or cry, no one knew what she cared about.

One day a small boy in a large class held a toy gun and pointed at Pei Yi’s mouth and made a banging sound. Pei Yi was forced into the corner and cried and called the teacher. The little boy became anxious: “Don’t call the teacher!”

As he said, throwing the gun, he pushed Pei Yi hard and pushed her to the ground. Pei Yi was even more frightened, her eyes widened, her face full of tears, but she didn’t dare to cry again.

The other children are afraid of him and dare not speak.

At this time, Pei Ji rushed out and pushed the little boy down all of a sudden, she stood in front of Pei Yi to protect her. Pei Yi looked up at her and felt that Pei Ji had suddenly become tall.

The teacher rushed over and saw the little boy sitting on the ground crying, and asked what had happened. Pei Ji stood in front of Pei Yi blankly, and would not defend himself, no matter where the little boy was crying and complaining.

Fortunately, other children who saw him told the truth, and Pei Ji was not criticized by the teacher. Mother had something that day, so she came to pick them up very late.

Pei Ji and Pei Yi were sitting on the steps and waiting. Later, there were only two of them left in the kindergarten. Pei Yi looked at her and asked, “Aren’t you afraid of him? He is in a big class, so tall, what should he do if he beats you?”

Pei Ji didn’t know if he understood, he stared at her blankly. After a while, he laughed and said, “Sister.”

Pei Yi, who rarely laughs, is almost the first time she sees her laugh.

She suddenly remembered that one time a new kid came to the kindergarten. When Teacher Li introduced the new kid to the new kid, she said that Pei Ji and Pei Yi were twins. Everyone asked what twins meant.

Teacher Li said that twins are the closest people in the world, because they live in the same room when they are in their mother’s belly, hug each other, and grow up together. They are the closest people.

Pei Yi decided not to hate Pei Ji anymore.

It doesn’t matter if my mother likes Pei Ji more, anyway, she knows how to please her mother, so she can work harder. But the situation is getting worse.

My mother lost patience with Pei Ji, and my father felt that Pei Ji was not a clever child. He yelled at Pei Ji and asked her to memorize an ancient poem. Pei Ji didn’t speak, she sat motionless.

My mother went to the kindergarten and asked if Teacher Li had made a mistake. Pei Ji is not a genius, but rather like autism.

Teacher Li said that the symptoms of autism are not like this. A child with autism is very sensitive and will yell and make a repetitive action, not allowing others to move things in front of her. Pei Ji does not have these symptoms, she is very be quiet.

Teacher Li also said categorically that Pei Ji is definitely a genius, but we haven’t found out where her talent is.

Mother did not argue with Teacher Li, but Pei Yi knew that she was very angry. On the way home, she said to Pei Yi: “You stay away from Pei Ji and don’t let her infect you stupid stupidity. I want to see how this genius is. Where is the genius.”

Pei Yi didn’t dare to violate her.

She frequently heard her mother say that Pei Ji was unfamiliar at home, and her aversion to Pei Ji was directly exposed.

Pei Yi stopped talking to Pei Ji, even in the kindergarten. Because once, when her mother was picking her up home, she asked a child Xiaoyi if she was obedient in the kindergarten. The child was eager to show herself and told her all about her in the kindergarten.

Fortunately, she didn’t play with Pei Ji during that time. She couldn’t imagine what would happen to her mother if she knew she was not obedient. She always remembered not to go against her mother’s will, to make her happy, or she would be sent to the orphanage.

She and Pei Ji kept a long distance away, Pei Ji walked towards her, she ran away, Pei Ji looked at her, she turned to the beginning.

Sometimes she thinks that Pei Ji can’t cry or laugh, and she is dumbfounded, and she doesn’t seem to be sad at all. I just looked at her in confusion, and didn’t understand why she ignored her.

“Sister.” These two words are still the most spoken word by Pei Ji, but Pei Yi is more and more afraid of hearing it, she is very guilty.

They grew up slowly.

Facts have proved that Teacher Li is right. Pei Ji is really a genius and a rare genius. She is very clever, and her cleverness is gradually revealed, and no one is amazed. Pei Yi thought her mother would be happy. After all, when she first heard that Pei Ji had special intelligence, her mother was so excited and so kind to Pei Ji.

But Pei Yi guessed wrong, and her mother was not only unhappy, but also angry.

“How about being smart, is she like a normal person? Seeing that she has no flesh and blood, no matter how clever, no matter how good she is, what can you expect from her? She is smart, maybe anti-social .” Mom made no secret of her disgust.

In this case, my mother would not avoid Pei Ji.

At first, Pei Yi found that Pei Ji did not respond. Later, she discovered that Pei Ji did not respond. She just reacted very slowly. When one thing happened, she would not understand the emotional meaning of it until a long time later.

She is not bloodless, she just learns slowly, but she is learning hard.

When Pei Yi found out about it, she was very sad. She tried to talk to her mother, but as soon as the word Pei Ji came out of her mouth, her mother would sink her face, and Pei Yi’s mind would reflect the night when she was a child. , The words she heard.

Those words were like a curse, which scared her and made her know very deeply that she is not irreplaceable to this family. She will be discarded if she is not obedient or clever. Mom and Dad treat her better and better, but Pei Yi can’t enjoy these good things without burden, even the more care she gets, the more scared she gets. She tried her best to do everything to make parents happy.

Do everything that will strengthen your connection with this family.

Make a nameplate for the family and write “Pei Yi’s home”. Don’t forget the gift of Father’s Day and Mother’s Day. You must get the first place in the test. You must show everyone that she has a pair of good parents and they are harmonious. family.

Forget that there is another Pei Ji at home. In elementary school, Pei Ji began to skip grades frequently.

An elementary school teacher visited her father and thought that skipping grades is not a good choice for children like Pei Ji who are very insensitive to emotional cognition. She does not need time to learn knowledge, but she needs time to get along with her peers. To feel the friendship, affection, and even the communication between strangers, she has to slow down. Frequent skipping levels will definitely cause problems.

But parents did not accept this opinion. They wanted Pei Ji to stay as far away from her as possible.

Pei Yi found that they didn’t just hate Pei Ji, they even feared her a little bit, perhaps because Pei Ji is an alternative, which always makes people fearful.

They want Pei Ji to finish his studies and leave the home quickly. They didn’t starve her, didn’t abuse her, probably because they were a civilized family and didn’t want to attract strange looks.

On the one hand, they treat Pei Yi really well, treat her as their own daughter and love her, and put all their energy into her. On the other hand, they take her very tightly for fear that she will be damaged by Pei Ji.

They have very little contact. Even in a family, they can’t speak well even if they bow their heads without raising their heads.

But Pei Yi always remembered that when she was bullied, Pei Ji rushed out and pushed away the boy who was much taller than her. She remembered that she hugged her and said the most fluent word she said: “Sister.”

She knew to protect her when she was young, and knew that she was a younger sister, they were the closest people.

Pei Yi thought, wait a minute, she will grow up, wait until she grows up, wait until she can make money by herself, and support herself, so she doesn’t have to avoid Pei Ji anymore, she will let her know that she is not alone.

With this belief, she avoids every time Pei Ji tries to talk to her, avoids her gaze every time Pei Ji is isolated, and treats it as invisible every time Pei Ji is at a loss.

Pei Ji grew up alone. Although she was surrounded by unrelated parents and the closest sister in the world, she grew up alone. Her genius was not expected, and she was even considered a stranger. Knowing that there is a problem with her emotional cognition, it is also regarded as invisible, and even maliciously acting as a pusher makes the situation worse.

There are very few people who care about her, and a lot of vicious people. The only person who cares about her dare not even say anything to her.

Sometimes Pei Yi was very scared. She imagined Pei Ji’s situation and felt suffocated. She was afraid that Pei Ji would not be able to grow up at all, but she didn’t have the courage to fight.

Once Pei Ji brought candy home, it was a kind of candy that she liked very much but Pei Ji had never eaten.

It was Pei Yi’s handy, but Pei Ji had to save money for a long time before he could afford the sugar.

She took the sugar to Pei Yi and gave it to her. She was already able to talk at this time and could communicate like a normal person, but she still only said: “Sister.”

It’s exactly the same as when I was young.

Pei Yi took it, and she saw Pei Ji laugh. They were twins, but they looked different. Pei Ji smiled much more beautifully than her, and her eyes were clean and slender.

Pei Yi also smiled, but she couldn’t laugh in the next second, and her mother was on the side. As long as she looked up, she could be seen. She shivered nervously and stuffed the sugar back into Pei Ji’s hand.

Pei Ji took the bag of candies, looked at her, then looked down at the candies in his hand, and asked with some confusion, “Do you like the candies, don’t you want them?” Just as Pei Yi was about to speak, she touched her mother and looked over in confusion Gaze.

Her heart tightened, she had time to say vaguely: “Wait for me to grow up…” and then she evaded and walked away.

Later, after many years, she realized that this was the last time Pei Ji called her sister.

The bag of sugar finally returned to Pei Yi’s hands. After Pei Ji went to college, her small room became vacant. Pei Yi often went in quietly to sit. She saw the bag of sugar left in Pei Ji’s drawer. .

She thought many times, where did Pei Ji get the money, she had almost no pocket money, how long did she save before she could afford this bag of sugar, was she disappointed when she stuffed the sugar back into her hand?

She desperately wants to grow up, and she thinks that in the future, Pei Ji will not have to buy her sweets, she will buy things that she likes for Pei Ji.

Then she thought that she didn’t know what Pei Ji liked, because no one cared what she liked. No one cared about Pei Ji’s preferences.

Guilt makes Pei Yi sad. Fortunately, time is passing, and hope always exists.

Pei Yi’s grades were very good and ranked among the best. When her parents mentioned her, she was proud. She finally made it to the third year of high school and the college entrance examination.

She was sixteen years old that year, she was very excited, she thought she could finally do what she wanted to do.

She missed Pei Ji very much before the college entrance examination. She suddenly discovered that she had never called her sister Pei Ji. She secretly ran to Pei Ji’s university.

She wants to see her.

As a result, she didn’t even know what major Pei Ji studied or which bedroom she lived in. She thought it would take a long time to find, because Pei Ji’s school was very big and there were people everywhere.

High school students entering university are like entering a new world, everything is novel, even the air seems to be exceptionally different and full of attraction.

Pei Yi was walking on the road, thinking about how to find Pei Ji, so looking for a needle in a haystack would definitely not work.

Just as she was sitting on the side of the road and worrying, she heard a passing boy say to his companion: “Pei Ji, are you sure you want to read the master and doctor together?”

“Professor Sun asked her by name. However, she is indeed not as good as an academic in clinical studies.” said the companion.

Pei Yi’s ears stood up, and she hurriedly followed up. In fact, she could ask them where Pei Ji was, but she didn’t say anything. She wanted to hear what Pei Ji was in other people’s mouths.

“Hey, she is really not suitable for being a doctor. For such a young doctor, any patient dares to give herself to her.” “Hahaha, being too good can sometimes be difficult.”

“I want her to be half smart, so she can laugh out of her dreams. Professor Sun named Pei Ji so early and probably won’t be able to grab anyone a few days later. I remember that President Liu from University of C has also asked Pei Ji several times. ?”

“Geniuses are popular everywhere.”

Pei Yi was very happy at first, she was not jealous of Pei Ji at all, she was very proud. But gradually, she realized one thing, Pei Ji had already walked far, she walked steadily and fast, reaching a height that an ordinary person could not reach.

The two boys talked and went to the cafeteria.

Pei Yi was lost. She tentatively grabbed a classmate who was passing by the roadside and asked: “Hello, do you know Pei Ji?”

The classmate looked surprised, and then smiled again: “No one in L University doesn’t know Pei Ji, we learn God.”

Pei Yi suddenly realized that Pei Ji was like a star holding the moon here.

She found out about Pei Ji’s dormitory, went to look for her, and happened to meet Pei Ji holding a book.

They haven’t seen each other for more than a year, and Pei Ji is a little different from the last time, and it seems that there is no difference. The appearance of the sixteen-year-old girl became very fast, Pei Ji’s appearance had some slight changes, but her expression was the same as before, faint, without a smile, and not necessarily unpleasant.

When Pei Yi heard that her heartbeat became fast, she wanted to let Pei Ji know that she would not push her away from now on.

She used to hold Pei Ji’s hand and said happily: “You haven’t been home for a long time, I’ll see you.”

Pei Ji nodded, neither saying welcome nor saying unwelcome, as if she came to see her is a very common thing, don’t be surprised, don’t need to look forward to it.

She took her to a small tea house in the school.

Pei Yi is actually very nervous, because they don’t have a common topic at all, and they don’t understand each other.

No, it’s not that she doesn’t understand each other, it’s that she doesn’t understand Pei Ji, and Pei Ji knows what kind of candy she likes to eat.

Pei Ji cared about her, approached her, protected her, she did nothing for Pei Ji.

Pei Yi had the courage to say a lot, and she told Pei Ji that she wanted to be a policeman. Pei Ji nodded and said okay, as if he really thought the idea was good, and as if he didn’t care, but casually perfunctory.

They spoke for a long time.

A person saw Pei Ji and ran over, his eyes full of admiration: “Senior sister, why are you here?”

Pei Ji raised his head and looked at her. The person probably knew Pei Ji’s character, and he was not surprised at all, and he said a lot of admiration before leaving.

But Pei Yi’s heart sank, and she found that Pei Ji’s attitude towards that person was no different from that of her.

“Pei Yi.” Pei Ji said.

Pei Yi was stunned, she didn’t call her name before.

“Are you going to have dinner?” Pei Ji asked.

Pei Yicai discovered that it was almost night, and they sat here for two hours.

“Sister…” Pei Yi said jerkily.

Pei Ji looked at her without any fluctuations in his expression.

Pei Yi opened her mouth, and finally smiled: “I won’t eat anymore, I will go back first, and I will see you next time.” Pei Ji did not want to stay and escorted her to the school gate.

Pei Yi took two steps, and when he looked back, Pei Ji had already turned and walked back. She walked very evenly, neither fast nor slow, and she never looked back.

Pei Yi bought a bag of sugar on the side of the road, the brand that Pei Ji bought her back then. She sat on a bench by the side of the road and ate a whole bag of sugar.

But she knew that it was too late.

She does grow up, but she forgot, when she grows up, Pei Ji will grow up too, she doesn’t need her anymore.

She pushed her away again and again, until now, she can finally say, I want to be a policeman, and when I change to protect you in the future, Pei Ji no longer needs her.

Later, Pei Yi did become a police officer. She worked hard every time she went out. No one would say that she was not a good police officer.

Later, she met a star named Song Er. Song Er is a very cheerful person, very beautiful, and she is the kind of girl who can’t be removed at first sight.

She often teased her, saying, Officer Pei, why are you so desperate? You are the most selfless person I have ever seen.

She was very relaxed when she talked to her, she pushed her away when she met life and death, but she was blind. Such a girl, Pei Yi can’t help but she can’t do anything.

Because Song Wei met her, the first sentence he said was: “Officer Pei, do you know an immunologist named Pei Ji?”

She can joke with her so relaxedly because she is Pei Ji’s younger sister.

All she treats her differently is just because she is Pei Ji’s younger sister.

Pei Yi often thinks that if Pei Ji can be with Song Yi, it should be very good. A cheerful person like Song Yi can bring many changes to Pei Ji’s life.

More importantly, introducing Song Er to Pei Ji, she can take this opportunity to increase contacts with Pei Ji.

For Pei Yi, Song Er is a very important person, but she is far less important than Pei Ji. Pei Ji is the only person she owes, she can’t make up for it, and she most wants to see but dare not see.

But because I didn’t dare to meet, the plan to introduce the two people had been pushed back.

Pei Yi received an assignment to go to a neighboring city on a business trip. She thinks she can’t delay any longer, and she must let them know when she comes back. If they are together, then as a matchmaker, she might occasionally go to their house to have a meal.

Maybe there are more contacts, Pei Ji will forgive her.

Maybe one day she can still hear Pei Ji call her sister, and she can hug her. Reconciling with Pei Ji has almost become her demon, her obsession.

But life is always full of variables.

When the last moment came, Pei Yi found that she was always missing her life, always planning, and always doing the wrong things at the wrong time.

Her cowardice will never have a chance to make up, and her regrets will always become regrets.

She used her last effort to call Pei Ji. She knew that she had no friendship with Pei Ji, and knew that Pei Ji’s character would not accept a stranger. In a hurry, she could only think of deceiving her that Song Wei is her daughter. Lies from friends.

This is a lie that is easy to expose.

She called her sister and said that she didn’t expect her last words to be addressed to her. What is in my mind is really good, and we can say a few more words.

She forced Pei Ji to agree and exhausted all her strength.

When Pei Ji finally agreed, she was speechless. She still has a lot to say.

She wanted to say that when we slept separately the first night when we were young, we drove you out of the room, sorry.

Sorry for not being the first to speak for you when you came forward for me and pushed down the boy and was questioned by the teacher.

The candy you gave me, I put it back to you, let you down, sorry.

There have been countless times when you needed me, I cowardly did not dare to speak out, sorry. But it was too late.

Once she was so eager to grow up, and when she really grew up, she realized that growing up was just one, she was just an excuse to comfort herself.

Cowardice has been carved into her bones and blood over the years, and she is still the child dominated by fear.

It’s just that when she was young, she was dominated by the fear of being abandoned. Later, she was dominated by the guilt and shame in the face of Pei Ji.

Having said sorry for so many times in her heart, she finally failed to say it to Pei Ji herself.

The author has something to say: Pei Yi has never understood Pei Ji.

If she understood, she would know that she would give up studying and talk with her for two hours without doing anything. Probably only she could get such treatment from the 16-year-old Pei Ji.