I Found Myself Pregnant After Becoming An Omega - z10

Fu Ren’s fingers curled up.

He was sweating all over, and even his breath was hot.

“I like it, I like it very much.”

He stared at Ji Yu with straight eyes, his painted eyes seemed to be unable to accommodate others, “I like it, I like it…” I like it so much that I want to lock you up here, without seeing the sun, I only see me .

The second half of the sentence was stuck in his throat, and he couldn’t say it. He was afraid of frightening Ji Yu.

“What do you like?”

Fu Ren paused, and when he spoke again, what he said changed his taste, euphemistically and compromised: “I like it so much that I want to tie you to me all the time. You are where I am.” A little bit less paranoid, a little bit more. conventional.

There was a smile on Ji Yu’s face: “Do you like me so much?”

Fu Ren nodded seriously: “Yes, I like it very much.”

I like it very much.

This kind of liking has been brewing since fourteen years ago.

At that time, he was four years old, besides a bunch of children his age, there was also a woman with a pocket on her belly forever, asking them all to call him “mother”.

She taught them how to hold young brothers and sisters facelessly to sell flowers, teach them to kneel down at the tunnel to ask for money, teach them to lie, teach them to pretend to be pitiful, and teach them a bunch of so-called “survival skills.”

At the same age, other children are held in their arms by their parents. They have biscuits to eat, milk to drink, toys to play with, and they are carefree. They have already begun to make money, and they sleep with the stainless steel used to beg for money. Rice bowl.

Fu Ren was early wise, so he always knew that the woman was not a “mother” but a bad person. He had to ask for help and let someone save him.

But no one saved him.

He asked for help from the adults who passed by, but most of them had no results. Finally, he came across a passer-by who was willing to take him to the police station. The final result was the same. He was still stuck in the palm of his “mother”, drinking porridge every day and making money. , Be beaten, sleep on the floor, cycle back and forth.

But in his heart, he still silently looked forward to and imagined that someone would show up and take him away.

This expectation has been for 14 years.

He has also seen hope, but it has never been extinguished.

When he was eight years old, the police finally rushed into the low-rent housing they lived in and tortured “mother” away.

He rejoiced and thought he was saved, but he had just entered the orphanage from a low-rent housing, from a place where children were eaten to another place where children were eaten.

There are so many good orphanages in the world, but he went into a fire pit.

How unlucky.

So he also hoped that someone would come to save him and take him away. He didn’t ask for the richness and kindness of those who adopted him. He only asked the other person to accept him and give him a home and a shelter. He would surely repay him when he grows up. they.

Because of his outstanding appearance and good speaking ability, he was soon adopted by an old couple in their fifties.

The old couple is a nouveau riche. Once they were demolished, their wealth changed from abject poverty to a tens of millions. The six children who had thought they were a burden and did not want to support immediately changed their faces and surrounded them, threatening to lure them into a mixture of coldness and warmth, making two angry. The old man went to the orphanage to adopt him, saying that he would not give him the property to those wolves.

Once again, Fu Ren thought he was saved. He was particularly diligent in serving the elderly with tea and water, pinching his waist and thighs, thinking that he could exchange the goodwill of the old couple through actions, but he didn’t want everything to be causal.

The cause and effect of not one of the six children willing to support the elderly is that their parents are unkind and their children are not filial.

The two elderly people are extremely patriarchal. They dote on their sons and sell their daughters cheaply. The two sons were raised to nothing and nothing to do. The four daughters did not want to interact with the family again after they were exchanged for the gift, until they were sick and sick in old age. I want the children to come back to take care of them, but no one wants them. I feel so sad that I feel bothered to raise a litter of wolves.

As for Fu Ren, they brought back the children after they got rich.

They didn’t really want to give him their property, nor did they really treat him like a son. They just wanted to put pressure on those children through him, make them nervous, and force them to be filial.

This time he found a place to stay, but still has no home.

He is outside the heart of the family. They treat him as a waiter, a caregiver, and an enemy, but none of them treat him as their own.

Fu Ren is an eternal outsider to this big son.

Anticipation and hope completely disappeared from his heart, and Fu Ren closed the door of his heart.

He began to lie without changing his face, to live well and live like the villain in a TV series, not the tall villain Boss, but the kind of pickled villain that the audience hates the most, between the elderly and their children. Intermittently pick things up, and finally profit from it.

This old house is one of his trophies.

But he has won so many and is still unhappy. Every time he sees the lights of Wanjia, the little lovers in sweet hugs, and the family traveling, his heart is empty, as if something is missing.

Fu Ren knew exactly what was missing, and knew that this gap could not be filled by himself.

This time he no longer sits and waits, because he is no longer an incompetent and ignorant child. He knows how to lie, know how to pretend, know what makes a person not for his own sake, knowing that there is no point in having a hot face and a cold butt.

You can’t wait for what you want, and you can’t ask for it. You must take the initiative.

He must take the initiative to find someone to fill that gap.

For countless late nights, he tossed and turned, and kept drawing a figure in his mind.

Gentle, generous, tolerant, fair, beautiful, like an angel, with a sweet smile, obedient to his words, sticking to him like a soft and cute little white rabbit, telling himself everything, Share everything with myself and be willing to accept everything from myself.

During the day, they are a pair of little lovers like glue.

In the evening, they would indulge in the room he personally arranged, and their souls blended together.

He is extremely insecure, so he designed the house as a tight cage and wanted to lock the other person here with himself. He also customized the chain, even when he was in love, he wanted to lock the other person, and even changed all the rooms in the house. Arrangement, just so that you can hug, kiss, and stick to your skin anytime, anywhere…

He made all the plans and preparations.

The only thing left is the life-saver who can fill the gap in his heart for 14 years and make him obsessed for 14 years.

This person has always existed in his heart. He once thought that this person was a policeman and an adopter, but the facts told him that he was not. He had to find this person himself.

So he turned his gaze to the classmates around him, to the crowded square, he kept adding friends and groups, but he never met the one who fit his mind.

Until I saw Jiyu’s photo by chance, the soul seemed to be hit at that moment, and the figure that had been elusive for several years in his mind had a substantial appearance, and countless voices screamed in his head for a moment, telling him hoarsely–

This is the person!

This is the person you are looking for!

He didn’t know why he fell in love with this stranger suddenly, but he felt that the other party was somewhat familiar with it for no reason, but he was too lazy to pursue the cause, but promptly started investigating the other party’s information according to his own mind, and then found a reason to approach the other party and add Friends, hints, cheats, and confuses are all used to extremes.

Unexpectedly, the effect is surprisingly good. It can be said that he gets involved with the other party very easily, or is very, very close.

Although it was something he didn’t expect to be at a disadvantage, it didn’t matter anymore.

If this person shows up, it’s all right.

Fu Ren buried his head in the neck of Jiyu, and the tip of his nose touched each other’s warm skin. The sweat mixed with desire on the two big men did not smell good, but he kept sniffing like an addiction.

“I like you so much.” He murmured beside Ji Yu’s ear, and the tip of his nose kept rubbing Ji Yu’s side face.

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“Tsk tusk.” The old father walked past Ji Yu’s right hand with his back on his back.

“Tsk tusk tusk tusk.” He went around to the left of Jiyu again.

“Tsk tusk tusk tusk tusk.” He shook his head again.

Ji Yu sighed, put down the pen in his hand and looked at his old father: “Uncle, what are you talking about?”

Ji Peiyan laughed: “The 30-something old peach tree finally blossomed. I am very pleased with my old father.”

“…”

Ji Yu was silent for a while. He pursed his lips, his expression was speechless and he seemed to want to laugh. Finally he couldn’t help but raised the corners of his mouth.

Ji Yu had never cared about age before, but he started to care about it since he had an 18-year-old boyfriend.

Especially when I went to school to pick up people, all the young people who came and walked past were full of vigorous young people, wearing generous school uniforms, running like fledgling white cranes, full of youthful vigor.

And he was more than one round away from them. Even if he was young, he could tell the difference at a glance when he stood in the pile of young people.

“When will you bring him back and show me?”

Bring people back?

Ji Yu was taken aback for a moment and nodded: “I ask him, by the way, uncle, I haven’t shown you his picture yet, right?”

“not yet.”

Ji Yu smiled and took out his phone to show his old father the photos. He clicked on an album. The first photo that appeared was Fu Ren waving goodbye to him at the school gate: “How is it? Handsome, right?”

The old father nodded in support: “Handsome.”

Jiyu stroked back: “Handsome, right?”

This is a photo taken by him during breakfast. Fu Ren is still biting a bun in his mouth, which looks a little silly.

“This kid is so handsome, is there any more? I always think he is a bit familiar.”

“Have you seen him?” Ji Yu asked.

The old father shook his head again: “I don’t remember, but I always think I’ve seen this face somewhere.”

Ji Yu muttered, did not ask any more, and swiped the album back again.

The moment his gaze reached the next photo, he coughed and quickly returned to the homepage, then put away the phone, touched his nose and said, “The photo is not so good-looking. I will have dinner with him tonight, and I will play you a video when the time comes. How about letting you two recognize?” He said quickly.

“…Oh, that’s okay.” The old father looked at Ji Yu with some hesitation.

Ji Yu coughed again: “What’s wrong with you, uncle?”

“Actually, my eyesight is pretty good.”

Jiyu: “…”

His fair ears were visibly stained pink with naked eyes, and for a while, he gave a dry “Oh”.

“take care.”

Ji Yu snapped his notebook closed and stood up: “It’s almost time, I should pick him up from school.” After that, he kept walking to the hallway, changing shoes and taking the keys. He was very busy. Look like.

The old father stood in front of the entrance with his arms crossed and frowned, as if he had something to say.

Ji Yu lowered his head as if he hadn’t seen it.

“People are still young, they are easy to hurt, you are a doctor, pay more attention.”

He does not ask, does not mean that the old father does not say.

Ji Yu stayed in place, and he could feel the heat on his face without touching it.

“……Okay, I get it now.”

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On this trip, Ji Yu opened the rarely used convertible mode very high-profile.

He allowed the breeze to blow on his face, and forcibly lowered the temperature on his face. When he arrived at the entrance of Fu Ren School, the redness on his face had all subsided. Before getting off the car, he looked in the rearview mirror again and made sure that his face was not. I got out of the car when it was red.

[Jiyu: I’m here. 】

He sent a message to Fu Ren.

[Fu Ren: I’m coming right away. 】

[Ji Yu: Concentrate on class, I am not in a hurry, and I am not allowed to use mobile phones during class hours. 】

As soon as it was finished, Ji Yu noticed that someone seemed to be looking at him not far away.

He raised his head and looked over and found that it was a few girls who were all wearing uniform short-sleeved trousers. They seemed to be in physical education class. Seeing that he looked over, they became shy again, shoving and laughing at each other.

After the meeting, a girl was pushed out.

She bit her lip, shy and eager to try in her big eyes. She approached Jiyu and said, “Are you Doctor Ji in the First Hospital?”

Ji Yu thought for a while, but had no impression: “Yes. Who are you?”

The girl’s eyes flashed with admiration: “Last month, I accompanied my father to your lumbar spine. The one who hangs on your account is your number. He said you are very good and your medical skills are very good.”

Ji Yu smiled politely: “Thank you.”

He might be impressed by the people who had seen it last week, but he had forgotten about it after a month or so.

Feeling the alienation of Jiyu, the girl was not discouraged, and tried to find a topic: “I often see you waiting for Fu Ren at the door recently, ah, I didn’t deliberately take a peek. My classroom is in Building No. 1, just over there. Dong, you can see the door, that…Are you in a good relationship?” The girl lowered her head and rubbed her ears.

“is very good.”

Ji Yu smiled softly, “What’s the matter with you?”

The girl rubbed her toes on the ground, her face flushed slightly: “Well, you should know that Fu Ren has a girlfriend, right?”

Ji Yu raised his eyebrows lightly: “When did he have a girlfriend? Why don’t I know.”

The girl’s eyes lit up: “You don’t know?”

Ji Yu shook his head: “I don’t know.”

“Then he hasn’t fallen in love yet!”

The girl excitedly waved at the little sisters not far away, “He said no, Fu Ren hasn’t fallen in love yet, and he doesn’t have a girlfriend!”

“But I know he has a boyfriend.” Ji Yu said lightly.

The girl’s cheerful smile froze on her face, and then gradually disappeared: “…Huh?”

Ji Yu didn’t answer. He looked behind the girl, raised his hand and beckoned: “Today is skipping class again? Why, I can’t stand it for twenty minutes?” As he spoke, smiles slowly piled up in the corner of his eyes.

“Well, I can’t bear it.” Fu Ren carried his schoolbag on one shoulder, and his expression was rather gloomy.

He walked over and glanced at the girl standing in front of Ji Yu, with a bad tone, “What are you looking for him for?”

Ji Yu: “Hey, be gentle with girls.”

Fu Ren paused, and his tone eased a lot: “What are you looking for him for?”

Girl:? ?

Fu Ren actually changed his tone and asked again! And that “good”…

The girl stood there blankly, feeling as if she had discovered something extraordinary. She waved her hand and moved in the direction of the little sister: “Ahaha, it’s okay, I’m okay, you talk to you, ahhaha.” After speaking, she turned her head and ran.

Ji Yu chuckled and reached out to pick up Fu Ren’s schoolbag.

Fu Ren didn’t give it to him, so he walked to the car and stuffed it in: “Where shall we go for dinner today?”

“Go to your home.”

Fu Ren raised his head and looked at Ji Yu.

Ji Yu got into the driving seat and hooked him: “Get in the car.”

When Fu Ren sat in, he didn’t drive as usual. Instead, he leaned back in the seat and stared at Fu Ren, “I kept thinking about something when I went to work today.”

“what’s up?”

“Your house shouldn’t be that small.”

Fu Ren was taken aback: “Oh?”

“At first I thought it was because the furnishings were too big inside, so the house seemed very crowded, but when I was downstairs today, I just met the uncle downstairs opening the door, so I glanced casually and found that the layout of his house is the same as yours. It is said that your houses are the same in size and they should be about the same size, but your house is obviously much smaller and much smaller. Why?”

The relaxed back became stiff again, and Fu Ren blinked.

This is of course for a reason, because behind the wallpaper is an extra-thick sound insulation board, and the floor is also made of three layers. Even if someone in the room sings K, people outside cannot hear it. Of course, his decoration is not used to sing K, but…

“I also saw handcuffs and chains in your bedside table.”

Fu Ren’s pupils shrank slightly, and he clenched his hands subconsciously.

Ji Yu: “You are nervous.”

Fu Ren pursed his lips: “Do you know everything?”

Ji Yu nodded, his expression could not see happiness or sorrow.

It was this expression with no emotion that made Fu Ren even more nervous.

Panic filled his chest, his face paler than before he got in the car: “The house and those things are just, just…”

The voice stopped, and the lips opened several times without being able to speak.

Fu Ren couldn’t imagine himself telling Ji Yu that I want to lock you up and handcuff you. What would Ji Yu look like? He might think that he is a lunatic, perverted, and crazy, and then broke up with him and ran far away.

He frantically organized the words in his mind, thinking about how to solve the matter perfectly, but in the next second, Ji Yu’s behavior was beyond his expectation.

Fu Ren stared blankly at the hands raised in front of him, the wrists that were attached to each other, and the interesting smile on Ji Yu’s face.

“I will rest tomorrow and I can try it with you.”

With a soft word, it seemed as if explosives were ignited in Fu Ren’s mind. With a bang, all the messy thoughts were cleared. Fu Ren looked at Ji Yu without blinking, and then looked down, stuck there. The hands are well maintained.

The school bell rang at this time, and the long quiet campus was bustling.

However, these voices seemed to have been pressed on the mute button to them. None of them looked out, only each other in their eyes.

The hand hanging to his side was slowly raised, and Fu Ren lightly clasped Ji Yu’s wrist with one hand.

Rubbing his fingertips on the soft wrist, and across the thin skin, he felt the pulse beating under the skin, just like a heartbeat, puffing and puffing, but he seemed to hear something else…

“How is it?” Ji Yu asked again with a smile.

Fu Nen silently shook his head for a while, and said to Ji Yu earnestly: “If I don’t try, I will not bear it.”

After that, he lowered his head, and put his lips on Ji Yu’s wrist almost religiously.

He suddenly knew what that voice was, it should be…

The sound of the gap in his heart being filled.

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